Hi everyone

I feel extremely ashamed and sick just asking you this, but I'd like to have your opinion on something before I bring it up with T next week. This is something huge for me and I'm really scared of his reaction...
Now what if your mother saw you masturbating yourself when you were 4 or 5 and told you to stop doing it and tell her when you want to do it instead and then she decided to apply cream on your vagina before you go to sleep, maybe thinking that it would make you not touch yourself ? I can't help but feel sick whenever I think about it and it just pops in my mind. I want to talk about it with t but I'm so ashamed and maybe this is nothing, maybe your mother is allowed to touch you this way and I'm the one who's sick and disturbed for seeing something wrong in this...

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