Trust was a huge issue for me when I found this T (of 9 months now)... I explained to him some of my past experiences with T..

I truely would trust this T.. with each and every part of me (alters).. I know that he would not hurt me.. mis-use that trust.. in no way..no shape.. no form..

so if you don't trust your T now.. I want to give you hope.. that there are T out there.. that are trustworthy.
I had a T like this one many years ago too.. for 3 years and felt the same way..

Again.. for me.. the key factors were.. private.. small practices.. integretity.. a smaller work load than clinics..
and a great desire to see their clients succeed...