My boyfriend is not only the one I love the most but also my best friend! I also worry that I'm emotionally abusive though. I lash out on him sometimes, like yesterday. I asked him to call me and he never did and I sent him an angry text. I get so worried and confused if I'm emotionally abusive or not, or if I just have a hard time handling my emotions. I rarely talk to anyone in school, so maybe my feelings just bottle up? I just seem to lash out more and more lately and I hate myself for it. I'm really worried I hurt him.