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If I had no anxiety, ever, I probably wouldn't have BP.
I strongly believe that is how it is for all of us.
However, if your mood swings are really very reactive, you might just have a BP personality.
Do you ever ask "Why?!" when you suddenly become depressed or when people start questioning or believing very much, your judgement? Basically, do you ever wonder how it's got to this?
I also believe such a personality can mask a (mild) BP (completely or partially).
Do you ever sabotage your stability?
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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