So I went to another psychologist and after a long talk she invited my mam in. I went out well turns out that the psych told mam that I was "living in my own world"..I don't know if it's because I have dissociation and she failed her dissociation test or because I sometimes don't know what is real (which is more likely the reason) or both.. I don't know. But if someone does, please do tell and explain because I am lost.
Have a good one!