I've taken extra meds the last two nights. Very groggy today but is passing some. Feel slow & sedated. On my position papers, I had a nice talk w my bosses bosses boss, & got it arranged to meet with the head psychologist at the jail. I have a plan for them to not abuse our patients when they end up in jail. A pre-set of basic prns for severe agitation and self harm, from the MD on call, I have the list & dosing/time schedule, & follow-up eval. Was I a little manic & basically trampled over 3 levels of management, & maybe make an *** of myself? Yes. Do I have a chance at getting it implemented ? Yes. Am I more in balance today? Somewhat. Do I still have bipolar? Seems like it. Am I getting more functional even during unstable times? Yes. This is good. Thank you all.
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