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If you can't tell whether your moods are reactive, they aren't in a personality-like way, most probably.
Of course everything is a reaction of sorts. Maybe except God. But it's the not knowing what caused it (not just being unable to describe the reasons, but really not seeing any direct cause) that makes BP very likely.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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