I really think I must be a social reject. I got to university today, and I'd heard so much about it being a lot better than high school, all the people are much friendlier...well, so far they have been, but I went out tonight with the people in my flat and it felt a lot like I was still at school. I kept feeling like they were pushing me out the group or not talking to me, and I felt bad for being really quiet myself (I was the only one who stayed sober, too). It's made me realise that me thinking nobody at the high school liked me could have all been in my head, but I hate that I'm still thinking like this! And I've got a whole week of nights like this before classes start, too...I don't know how I'm going to cope.

(Hope this made sense - I may not be drunk, but it's still 1:30 am and I'm tired. )