Yes, I did. My fear of discussing my feelings about and towards my t stemmed from my fear of rejection. One day, I just couldn't take it anymore. I broke down and sent my t an email and posed my thoughts in question form, like, "what if I love you?" T's email response was non-rejecting which made our first in person discussion hard (as opposed to super hard). It was also rewarding. And each conversation thereafter became easier and easier.

Find a way to bite the bullet. I know you have a great t so I'm sure whatever you tell him will be met with acceptance and gratitude.