I'll take a look at volunteering but I'm not sure about it just yet.

It sucks that today that my mind won't let me get away from those damn thoughts about my ex. It's so frustrating. It's so nice out and all I can think of is what I would have been doing with her and the kids if things didn't go the way it did with us. Am I just being stupid or obsessing over unrealistic things? Friends and my therapist keep telling me to stop talking to her but every so often I sill msg her or make plans with the kids to do something. Why can't I just let go? This is stupid. I feel stupid. There's so much more out there and I'm stuck on these thoughts. I just feel ridiculous.

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