I'm sorry. I wasn't very clear. I meant talking to my partner to let him understand what I am going through. Since he has an older son with mental health issues he would better understand - more then the average bear - why I do what I do.

I'm the primary creative force in our group. And when I'm going I'm really going, creatively and performance-wise.

Right now I am the opposite. That is why I was considering confiding in him.

I was diagnosed with BP and anxiety disorder years ago, but I've managed to keep the depression from getting the better of me up until recently. Right now I can't do what I need to creatively speaking.