I feel hopeless.
Defeated. Like screaming. I'm at work, and I can't catch my breath. I don't have a personality anymore. I can't feel anything but vibration in my limbs and a hole opening wider and wider in my chest. Everything is gonna fall into that hole. If I'm lucky I'll disappear.
I'm only venting, the tingling in my feet makes me want to run away. I could run so fast. I could run into a wall. I could drive into a wall. I don't need my car. I don't need my nose or my teeth anymore.


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