Exactly. Asking someone why you were left out of something or butting in while they're talking about something you're being left out of is just a strange feeling. Sometimes people get defensive when you do that as well and the best thing at that point is just to play it off like you were joking, but then you feel horrible inside. I'm not a fan of confrontation unless it's necessary, but constantly feeling like people are forgetting you just really sucks. I hate having nothing to do and I like interacting with people I enjoy being around, but when I really don't like feeling like these people are only talking to me because I'm there. I also just feel like I go out of my way far more often than most of my so called friends to talk to them. There's plenty I'd like to do as well, but it's gotten to a point where when I'm thinking about who I'd like to invite to do something I can barely come up with anyone who I think would do the same for me so I've been going out less lately. I just wish I had friends who cared the same for me as I do for them.