It sounds like you're going through the same depression I am. It's a thin line between this and dysphoria so watch out for that one. I think you should see a pdoc and get a proper diagnosis and meds. You've been on Zoloft a long time and it sounds like it stopped working or you need to increase the dose. And be careful because ADs can absolutely make BP worst. If that's what you do have. The only AD I can take is lexapro but I stopped it for sexual dysfunction. Not fun. In the mean time while you're waiting for a proper DX, get the right amount of rest and eat well. The first rule for me and achieving sanity is getting the right amount of sleep. Staying up the whole night spins me out of wack for sure. I hope you are able to get the right answers and help. ((Hugs)). I'm in the same boat you are.

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