Get a hold of yourself. You may have no hope, but you have a future. If that makes any sence.
I don't want you scaring me silly all right?. Now, be a good girl. Throw your car keys in tall grass so it takes time to find 'em. By the time you'll find 'em, the worst will be behind you. If not, repeat again. This time throw farther away.
(I should have been a doctor.) Cheer up. We only live once.