I know I don't know your whole story, so I can't say anything for sure, but I could see it being trauma bottled up too long. I only kept my stuff in for 10 years and you could see here how crazy I got when I finally talked about it. I imagine you've been holding stuff in for longer then that. I don't know about psychosis. I haven't studied it a lot, but it seems like there isn't often a lot of awareness of being psychotic when you are. You know?

I don't like being around myself sometimes. I guess I just try to get out of my head when that happens.

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