I feel like I'm doing better. But it's not been that long. The better I do, the more that little part of my brain wants to tell me stupid, illogical things.

What's logical: this guy knows how I feel about him. He wouldn't have bothered to come back into my life if he didn't want to.

What's illogical: There's someone else he's chatting up in some other city, he's got multiple women he's paying attention to, he just wants his ego stroked, he isn't who he says he is. Ugh, it's so stupid. We talk via text most of the evening, he wouldn't have time to talk to anyone else. Also...just...why?