Thanks to both of you. Nice to hear from you Wildflowerchild.
I have been doing great for a long time. Actually decided it was a misdiagnosis and really should be ptsd, and now i'm confused and think it's both. Long story... But mainly the past year has been great.
I think this current episode is triggered by change in the weather, and also i went to Coachella festival, which was awesome, but my sleep got screwed up and i smoked a lot of weed, which i normally don't, and it kind of grew from there. Whether this is mania or hypomania i don't know. But it's definitely interfering with everything else in my life.
At the same time it feels pretty bad *** and exciting.
It was total euphoria until today when things started to feel more jagged, with agitation and irritability. Couldn't stay still, felt like breaking something, but didn't. I just medicated and slept for a bit.
Idk, i honestly thought i was over all of this