Not well. Agitation and depression eating me up. My T (who is trained in meds) suggested i increase my Lithium from 1000mg to 1250mg so I am trying that. He also suggested I take Olanzapine (Zyprexa) PRN to deal with the agitation. I want less meds not more, but I am drowning and suicidal so I am willing to give it a go. If things don't improve this week he suggested going IP. That scares me as I can't afford more time off work. So stressful. I just want to be better and enjoy life.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead