So I'm a chem major, been one for 9 years, a lot of the reason for that was substance abuse, but I turned that around about 4 years ago. Now I have an episode every semester, and they get to the point where I cant do my work. I only have 2 semesters left with 3 classes, but I'm pretty sure I can get a degree in natural sciences right now or with another class maybe, and just be done.
I think I'll feel like a failure or like I'm taking a cop out and not be performing to my full potential. So I don't know what to do.
Thoughts?
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Bipolar 1 with mixed and psychotic symptoms & ADHD
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Latuda 120mg
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Haldol 5mg (+5mg during mixed episodes)
Vyvanse 40mg morning 20mg noon
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