So many of your words touched me. So many of us on PC are fed up with trying to convince the system of our struggles but if they don't find something organic; TOO BAD! Then they have the audacity to feed us some 'positive thinking' crap and to get on with our lives. It's all about 'them' not us. THEY are what WE should be like. How arrogant they are. I hope you can get some help, something to keep you going. I'd like to say you are not alone but in a battle like yours it feels like you are.

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