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Don't wear that lipstick people will stare". Like I am ment to be concerned what people think because to be honest it doesn't matter if I wear green lipstick or red lipstick or even no lipstick. If people wanna stare their gonna stare why put assumptions of what there thinking of me when they could be staring for a different reason then she is saying? Maybe I look like someone they know for all I know. Why make me self conscious of others thoughts when it is none of my business?
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It's obvious from what you write that she hasn't successfully brainwashed you into her thinking. So now it's time for you to put your focus into getting those skills needed to get the job that will get you out of there.
I assume your mom hasn't allowed you to have a therapist & don't know your age. Lol I fought my parents thinking from as early in life as I can remember but at 13 when I wanted out it was obvious I was way too young to get a job & get out. So I focused on getting my education so I would be able to be nothing like them & be completely able to support myself when I was finally able to get out. I found that when my focus was on positively getting out their words & ways had less effect on me also.