life sucks

(I've been depressed for so long, I hate this. It's not as if I'm "not trying to beat it" ..I battle with the black dog every day )

Today the pain is even more intense... I have a few ideas why (it's beyond difficult not being able to take meds, (severe allergic reactions). I "should" be used to it by now )

I am grateful for the good in my life

Love to all who also battle with this beast