I believe in God, one god. But like some religions believe, there may be gods as part of God.

I believe God is the only cause of everything, always. God is represented in everything.

I believe our emotions, mood, intuition, anxiety are God guiding us.

I believe when we are manic, we are closest to God. God being the way and God being imperfectly reflected in everything, by necessity: God is formless, God is formlessness, yet God together with God's current form or representation is used by God's only method, only process God is involved in, life, to become one.

There are an infinite number of representations of God. Again, maybe one can speak of gods. In every individual, God, and any gods, are represented differently. Everyone has a different perspective on God and the perspective changes, changing perception, mood, the amount of reduction and abstraction, maybe transformation, and self-transcendence.

Complete self-transcendence would be God's perspective. Essentially being God. It probably isn't possible. It probably isn't desirable.

God can be seen as the Spirit and Substance, maybe Mind, its representations Truth and Beauty. God is just the best name for it. Maybe it's the first concept. It deserves a name more than anything. It's existence can probably not be disproven. That's why you can have unconditional faith.

God makes us struggle: God makes us live. We are just imperfect representations of God, in flux.

Reality is a derivative, a representation, of the mind, the mind is a derivative, a representation, of God.