Seems the only emotions I get right now are extreme and short-lived. The situation earlier was frustrating, but ultimately really doesn't affect me. Then there was another situation, a client late because he was meeting with another staff member. This affects me, I had 1 1/2 hours blocked off for this appointment, and now it has to be rescheduled. So it's now taking at least 3 hours of my time. We have a computer system with schedules for all the clients, to keep track of all their appointments and work schedules. But it seems no one outside of this department can bother checking it. Then to make things even more frustrating, we called the staff member and asked them to send the client over, because he was already 1/2 an hour late. It took more than 30 minutes for them to do so. It's like no one has any respect for us, or for our time. It really bothers me that this particular staff member was the one to cause the problem. I've always liked her, but when this happened I just wanted to scream.

The emotions have already passed, but they were intense for a while. I text-ranted to bf for a little bit, and now I just feel deflated from letting everything out.