Alone I feel! Of course I have us/we and thee. But being pulled in all different directions as they can do and they do is not any fun or comfort at all. But I live out in the country sort of. I feel isolated, last year and a half I have been really ill. Three abdominal surgeries, I need one more in the up coming weeks. Things are hard I feel like I have to walk on egg shells, because I have to keep my insiders under wraps. Not fair at all. I wish she would/could understand. I think it is impossible.

Marguritte