I mentioned one of my daughter's reacted worse to the molestation she endured then the other. She is the youngest by 3 months and has OCD. There have been times in her life where it has been so terrible. Now is one of those times. She saw her regular wonderful doc thurs and was feeling okay in that moment so no med change. She is not okay, she is in so much pain I can barely stand it. She is anxious beyond words and worried over the top on everything there is to worry about. Just lay in her bed with her and told her a story about the baby bunnies. She is hurting and I can't make it stop. I can't protect her from pain. She is so beautiful and too intelligent. thinks too much. Love her and my heart is breaking. Want to make it better for my kids. Son called, he has my van and is telling me that the transmission is acting strangely. That's what I wanted to hear? I tried to sound reassuring, told him to check the fluid and if it continued acting odd to get the fluid flushed and new filter. agghhhhhhhhhh. Parenting is difficult in the best of circumstances. It is so hard for me. I want them to be okay. I want to know that they are safe and happy. Just venting. Snow you know the deal I am afraid. We hope they learn the skills to live well and be happier in their lives then we have been in ours. Painful to watch your children suffer. I say this and feel guilty because I know that there is a certain 17 year old kiddo who has been in hospitals fighting to live for over 3 months. That mom is really watching her baby suffer. How can I compare the pain? Should not complain. I want my kids to be safe and happy.