Tony's not gladI posted this. I feelImay have to just move out the way things are going. no matter how hard I try to be normal and cover up my feelings, do everything I can for the kids,even thinking of applying for a small job a few hours per week, putting up with kids awful behaviour - I AM ALWAYS IN THE BLOODY WRONG. i thought mums and dads were supposed to side with each other.
even my best friends are disgusted at my families behaviour which is why they took me out last night. If I had Tonys back up I would cope much better, but all 3 of them were shouting right in my face.

Can't deal.

Jin