Yes, outsider trigging internal people. What do you think about us as interesting people? Do you see that as a confidence boost or like curse slow to speak in that I need my alone time, I don't need to appease everyone in the system, or just coping as child with making people using dissociation...I was wondering about the research but was also sharing how people are drawn to meet with ulterior motive. Apart of this stems from my trauma past with a T who uses people to trigger intentionally so that I learn who handles what in certain situation an there is no law to sue cause I've over turned this town trying to find out how. I was looking to know if that might be part of the reason.. Well at any rate I guest I can use to elevate my burgeoning self esteem and not worry about it. I just wonder if you guys here, my friends, have read the same research and wondered what you thought about.