Dear P-doc,
I hope it's OK I sent you that e-mail. I just had to get all my thoughts out about meds, and I'm not so good at doing that in the office. I hope you read it before session (is it still a "session" if it's a 25-minute med check?) Or else I'll give you a copy to read. I imagine if I'd sent it earlier in the week, you'd have talked to MC or T about it (though T is of a more similar mindset to me re: medication, though I've also talked about it much more to her). But probably not enough time to do that now, and she's out of town, so... I'll guess we'll just see how things go tomorrow... Nervous like I usually am to see you...even though you're very nice and caring. I think it still goes back to the time you suggested the day program and the panic I felt then...even though that was months ago.