When I was 10 and my mother left me with my dad because he was an abusive ****. He wouldn't buy us bras Daniela had to ask him for pads I never did because I felt disgusted and ashamed and thought my dad was a disgusting disrespectful woman hater. So I never asked and I wore bras either to big or too small I never got up the inshative to go to the bra shop and get my sizing done because I grow breasts and I didn't even understand what I was meant to do about it. So I just wore bras with bad fitting that was why my boobs sagged and that was long before I was even able to fix the damage because when I was 11 or so they were already sagged. Also, I was always losing weight rapidly and gaining it really fast. My skin never had time to repair itself because I was always overweight or losing weight really fast. I never have stayed a normal weight for a long time and always end up gaining a few kilos because I am lazy and thought myself to not give a **** because I am powerless anyway and if I chose to care it's not like my body will stay the same weight because I have a really slow metabolism.