This song is about being emotionally neglected and as a result becoming apathetic and uncaring towards yourself...

"why should i care"

I thought you didn’t care
and I was there watching you closely
I was always reaching out to you but you were always busy
You were either always at work
or arguing with mum
and I felt like if you didn’t care then
why should I care?

If you don’t care for me
then why should I care
if you don’t love me
then why should I care
if you cannot see see me there
Then why should I try or even care

My own identity stopped mattering to me
if you couldn't see then why should I see
My protecting me I didn't care, anymore

if I destroy myself will you care?
Why attention seek you won’t even care

If you don’t care for me
then why should I care
if you don’t love me
then why should I care
if you cannot see me there
Then why should I try or even care

Why speak when I feel ignored
not caring anymore
because I am not going to feel vulnerable
because if I don’t care and you don’t care
then it is fair

If you don’t care for me
then why should I care
if you don’t love me
then why should I care
if you cannot see me there
Then why should I try or even care

If you don’t care for me
then why should I care
if you don’t love me
then why should I care
if you cannot see me there
Then why should I try or even care
why should I care?
If you are not there
why care...