So I've had a good day - I think. I received a very nice note from a dating site from a lady who wants to be my friend. I said yes. Also, my old nemesis contacted me and said that she missed me. Okay so here I am with two options when before there were none. I know what you're thinking this is a good choice and a bad choice - problem is I still have feelings for the bad choice. Will I cave and try to patch things up or move on. This is tearing me to pieces - I think I'm a masochist at heart (a lonely one at that). Then there is the hey I like being alone and what the hell am I doing? Which way to go - right, left or just stay in the middle. Geez I wish I was 22 again (not really). Anyway this is where I'm at. Thanks