aPPARENTLY, ACCORDING TO MY HUSBAND AND DAUGHTER, MY THERAPY SESSIONS AREN'T WORKING AS THEY SHOULD.
even though I have been getting out,socialising, sharing the taxi (running our kids here there and everywhere)and thinking of just getting a little job.

I had one bad day yesterday and was upset about my friends mum.supposedly I was overreacting, even though she was sobbing and looks like she's given up. because my friend wasn't upset (Whose mum she is) I was overreacting. My friend is upset, but shows it in different ways and sees her mum every day. I wa shocked when she sobbed (friends mum) I've never seen her break down like that.
Even though I have to put up with my daughters permanently miserable moods when she comes home, I try and build up her confidence by saying she looks stunning (which she does), praise her and my son, always praising my son
I get a bunch of crap from all three of them- hammering away at me, saying I wasn't listening. I truly believed Tony and I were ok. I am proud of the way I have managed to get through some days the way I have felt. The first time I really have a bad day, Tony is leaving if it goes back to before. How can I cope with this. My kids slag Tony off behind his back all the time, I tell them I dont want to hear it, sort it with dad and stop being disrespectful. Dominic went absolutely balistic yesterday at me.
I don't recall anyone in my household telling me I'm doing well, Tony may have said it on a couple of occasions. I warned them all I would be bad during therapy, I feel I was coping quite well apart from getting upset after the session on a couple of occasions.
i am the one who tells my kids i love them. i am the one who praises them. If Tony felt things were going back to how they were why didn't he tell me before instead of taking the kids side in front of them last night.

I am the one treading on eggshells. The next thing will be pc off the menu again I'm telling you.

sigh. I come on here when Tony is playing football upstairs, or watching football or rugby or whatever. I make sure I'm not on here when Dom comes home from school. I listen to everything both kids have to say. If i can't sleep I come on here too to post a poem or something.

I seem to be critisized for all the bad things I do and nothing positive for all the good.

triggering. It's like being a kid again. If one of the others is in a bad mood, the other 3 people dont get at them. If I have a bad day (iwas upset and aggressive yesterday) all 3 gang up on me.

sorry to moan, If this is me then I want your honest opinions.
My best friends are furious with my kids and not very happy with Tony.

Why is it all the negative things kids remember, we do a lot for our kids, too much obviously.

Jinny