That's a little hard cause what I do have is not much.I'm a good poet but I've not been able to do anything with that talent in a bit and the people I do have in my life I love them but there apart of the reason I'm like this. I want to get better or die and so far there's no progress in either so I'm stuck battling for one or the other.I feel like I've had so many suicide. Attempts if suicide doesn't get me the damage I've done will.and I don't want to die really I just want to be happy. But I don't know how to be I'm lost.and I can't have nice things cause I'm my own undoing

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