And something you said caused me to pause... your ADHD being caused by your BP1.... really? Really? Those are two separate conditions and neither causes the other, although sometimes aspects of BP1 mimic ADHD. Just sayin....

That's not what meant, sorry lol. ADHD is my current diagnosis . Bipolar is something I think I have but haven't been diagnosed with. There is strong evidence that I have it and I am getting checked for it in 2 weeks. I meant that BP could be the cause of my daily journey of mood swings