Hi guys!

I did not mean to make my therapist sound bad or make out I was unhappy with her. I actually love seeing her and find speaking to her the best 40 minutes of my week. I am just only wondering if the way she treats me was normal as I've been thinking about it for a long time and find our relationship strange. Not a negative kind of strange, but still strange. I always wonder if she has fallen in love with me, but just does not say it out of fear of losing her job or scaring me away.

I would never report her no matter what she did as i respect the fact even therapists have emotions and feelings. We are all human after all. I also like her too much to upset her. Although these things she does may seem unethical i am still recovering my mental health problems thanks to her support. It is not interfering with my recovery or hurting anyone so i see no reason to report it.

Who knows I could also be wrong and she could just turn out to be the "lovey dovey" type therapist. This has been the main reason I've never mentioned it to her before and also why I've never attempted to act on my feelings towards her out of fear it's all in my head. I just feel as though if a therapist liked me and did not want to lose their job they'd let me know in subtle ways so that i can act first. I see the x's & winky faces in the texts, the complimenting my looks and the fact she asked me if i was dating anyone all signs she may be interested in me. I may be however suffering transference which is the most frustrating part of this whole ordeal.