Hello JackMoore: I see this is your first post, here on PC... so... welcome to PsychCentral... from the Skeezyks! I'm not able to address your question. There is an Antisocial Personality Disorder forum here on PC (along with other personality disorder forums):
Antisocial Personality Disorder - Forums at Psych Central
This might be the best place to gain some perspective with regard to what you are experiencing. It's good that you'll be seeing a psychologist. This is the best way to get a more definitive perspective & perhaps a diagnosis, as well as some help.