Dear T,

It really came to me today that I make some decisions based on what I think that you want from me. Rather than just do what I want to do, I stop to think what you would think about what I did or was going to do. I need to hold firm on this and run my life how I want it run and not always try and impress you or make you happy.

And regarding my family, I want to feel like you are on my side and mad at the people I'm mad at. When you don't react, it frustrates me. What do you really think about all of this crap I'm being dealt?