my actually family that im related to sucks. all they do is judge me. i got an abusive sister, a neglectful mother, and a dad that practically doesnt exist. so i have friends. i tell them about anything and they wont judge me (for the most part) to me they are my family, and i never knew until now how much that actually sucks. because friends leave you, they get sick and tired of putting up with your **** and then just leave. so here i am. spending another friday alone, while my mom is out partying or whatever, and my friends are hanging out with other people trying to find excuses as to why they cant hangout with me.