Yikes this sounds so much like me! I have a good hubby but as far as close "friends" are concerned I have mostly given up on That in "real life".... I have been hurt too MUCH! And it sucks! And when I look in the mirror I see a BEAR instead of a woman. And its all their fault! Rant over.

(((((((((((( Patty ))))))))))))

A padded bear attempting to stay away from further as you said Hurt and Chaos.