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Apr 29, 2016, 11:40 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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Originally Posted by shattered sanity
i just wanted to create a thread on this.
went to check something on my arm today to find it was almost hidden (and unnoticeable)
so now i've made myself a promise that i will make it as visible as possible- by constantly using the same area again, and again, and again
i'm so angry that it's getting smaller!
does anyone else get like this?
they realise something is unnoticeable on their arm (or anywhere on their body), and it just makes you want to do it even more than you do all ready?
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When I was actively self harming I cut the same places over and over to create large scars. Well, I was successful in creating large scars but guess what? Now I'm better and moving on with my life but I have large scars everywhere, even on my face and it's extremely difficult for people not to notice. I n permanently disfigured myself.
Stop cutting. Stop now. You don't want to be like me. No matter how good it feels now, one day you will regret it.
This comes from a place of love. I love you right now even if you dont. I hope you can love yourself enough to stop hurting yourself.
Seesaw
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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