like for me... my past created me...
my past is nothing but pain and hurt...
my past is haunting...
my perpetrators moved on and have families and no one looks at them with shame...
my feelings can't change... my self has been divided into many pieces...
my world has been broken from many years young...
my past is what creates today... is what tomorow brings...
my suffering is not forgettable.. my pain can not just be moved on from...
my perpetrators surround me... my perpetrators are my family...
these things dont just dissapear when you see them every day...
when people talk about them all the time.... without knowing what they are...
when someone hurts you and expects you to forget...
when pain stays with you when its supposed to heal...
when time doesnt change because it stands still...
people say to move on, to let go of the past...
but my past wont let go of me...
it is not i that chain myself to destruction...
but it is destruction that chains itself to me...