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Sep 17, 2007, 01:21 PM
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<font color="#000088"> I'm sorry if I let anyone down, I can't say I've gone 7 Years anymore, I SI'd last night! I was feeling so alone, and couldn't help myself. The urges were too strong for me, and I just started scratching away with a blade, but it was so dull that it wouldn't cut deep enough to cause any damage. So there's just scratch marks, and redness, and swelling there! I just feel ashamed that I broke the 7 year record I had! I'm sorry if I let anyone down, that looked up to me for having that 7 years without!
I messed up, and I'm sure it won't be the last, because I already know that once you start it's really hard to stop! Because I was there 7 years ago! And I was doing it for 20 years! So I know the cycle!
I hope you're not all mad at me now for screwing up!    </font>
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