sorry about not seeing this...
you know i am young... but im not just interested in sex either... but i cant say that im not... but what i want is a friend too... but it seems the world has not this created what we are looking for... we try to do what we like and seek what we desire.... but those which we see are not interested in the least... for some reason our attractiveness turns people away... maybe because we dont try to undress them with swiftness... maybe they think we are not intersttedin in them because of this... its hard to tell someone these things without them giving us a chance... but i dunno what us can do... we just have to try... to believe...

maybe i would be fine and happy to die alone, but i am young and see it as a shame... for someone to be so talented and maybe even attractive to not have to someone share it with...
but it can be what ever... my one true love is marijuana, i'll take it to the moon
i love myself more sometimes than someone else cann love me...
but sometimes i hate myself more than someone can hate others...

maybe its all a perspective, maybe the perception doesnt matter...
the feelings and thoughts are lies
what we can do is survive... i do love you too, though i do wish you could have your friend... lonely people deserve more than we get... hopefully your reward will be great... if our prize is weighed in trials, then we will surely have gained many miles