Ok. This story starts from my high school in the second year. We knew each other just by a club in school. We got in love and after 5 months (April 2015) we have this relationship till now. For a year, I thought he showed his love, but I was wrong.
I joined some committees of events at school, but he didn't. In my busy times, as a girl I expected him to support me and understand me, right ? In reality, he was always angry at me bcz I can't give him my time, he always jealous at me because my partner was a boy. Everything I did always wrong for him. Since 6th month until now, he always force me to do some sex activities, although in my country it's a taboo. We often fight until now, just because simple things. He jealous a lot over my friends when I spent my time with them.
We ever broke up for 5 weeks, and I don't know why I can still accept him. But now I realize that it is an abusive relationship. And wht i'm afraid is if I can't do things to reach my future in university or longer. My friends always ask me why I am so strong to still be with him. I love him but I don't know how to change all of this thing, can I fix him or have I to leave?