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Do you ever feel like you prolong your depression by fighting it or even by easing it (side note: not the same. Easing it is more like co-opting it, somehow)?
I really doubt whether I should or when I should (or shouldn't) try to ease it. I spend so much valuable time being busy with that, that I seriously question/doubt whether it's worth it.
There is a time for everything, probably, but when is that?
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
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