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Originally Posted by Luce
Have you ever had different insiders take videos of themselves and then watch them? We never thought to do it before and we did it and was soooooo weird. We found out some things about us we didn't know! Like who can watch videos of which others..... because we found some can't watch some others at all and we found out some are closer to some others than we knew. And we found out that we still dissociate more than we thought we did!!! We have seen others on video sometimes before of course, but never them videoing to talk to others inside. It was very very very strange. Now people want to keep videoing and talking to eachother. It is really hard to watch some people talking. Did anyone else ever try it here?
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many treatment providers across the USA now video tape sessions. my point is yes I have had my insiders take videos and watch them. it was part of my therapy sessions. all that needed to be done was who ever in the system including me had to say was we wanted it done and when. I chose to always have the equipment on record. this helped with many different situations that came up as part of my being DID and other memory related problems. I had a couple alters who would only participate when being recorded and others that refused to participate (refused to answer question or volunteer anything during therapy) if the recording equipment was on, and others asked for it or asked for conformation that the equipment was on or off during sessions.
I and my alters did not find it hard simply because being this way was how we were all our lives. each of my alters had their own sense of agency, some knew about each other there fore were always finding ways to communicate between each other. some left notes on the fridge, some audio recorded, some video recorded, some drew pictures to each other, some made things for each other, some verbally talked aloud to each other. some "asked inside" to each other. but i the body born did not have much co consciousness with the others so it was after full integration that it now makes me a bit uncomfortable because it shows exactly how all aspects of my life was affected by having DID. but over all my alters that had co consciousness abilities always found ways to communicate to \with each other. just part of being DID according to my own locations treatment providers.