Hi Kharon97,
I understand the position you are in,I am in one similar.I have felt stuck for ages,not making new friends or doing much new.I long to feel peaceful, free, in love, etc too
It will happen my friend,maybe you have to change a few habits and take a couple of chances.Like I am going to the cinema and out for meals but maybe I need to make it a point to join the women's social group for their monthly meal to meet new people and make friends,it is something I am nervous about doing and never budget for.Have you anything like this,some new opportunity you are not buying into?Maybe this is what you need?