Ciderguy.I am so sorry to hear about the death of your close friend and how you found him covered in flies and larvae.That is horrific and I understand that this is not a good time for you to seek other friends.I know you need to grieve.I am sorry you had plans to get to Sunday Mass too but lost another friend who was going to take you.Please keep talking to us here for support.i do understand the logistics of being unable to get out without help,I have limited mobility myself.I am sorry it has taken me a couple of days to reply to your last post.I only log onto this site twice a week.
Please let me know if you'd like to chat,send me a PM and I will reply.My sympathies again for the loss of your friends.I hope you can recover from your loss.